“It’s up to you to find beauty in the ugliest days.” When you lose sight of God you lose hope, faith, and love. Nothing goes right, you become angry, sad, and/or depressed. It’s ok to take a step back and admit that you’re being absolutely ridiculous. Go outside and listen to the birds sing or the wind whistle to you. Everything will be okay. It may take time but it doesn’t rain for ever and joy always follows pain. Always.